Agent K, Geline, Jamie, Susie, Richard and Stephen – people from my agency
the photo that they intend to blackmail me with. LOL.
Agent K
While i shared about being out of shape in the last post, i’m also out of words and out of times lately.
Out of words being that i don’t really want to talk much after work and just want to rest my mouth.
Out of time being that there’s so many stuffs on my plate now and it’s like so messy in my life now. No worries, it’s not some big setbacks or upset in my life. It’s just like a routine maintenance period in my life only.
Just finished a run with Yihao. It feels so good to finish a run and the last time i ever ran was like two months back?
Little wonder that the extra lump of meat round my stomach have gotten their permanent residency. So, i had decided to take action to remove them for good!
Agent K. 171cm, 70kg. 27 Mar 2008:
200 Pound Me. I must ridden off the fats! Okay, maybe the picture is edited, but i’m close enough to that and i really hope to get rid of the fat. Super vain me.
And talking about the photo, shall show off the function of my latest toy – Sony Vaio. . LOL. Have i ever mentioned my all-time dream to be a superstar?
After 72 hours of constipation, finally i manage to let something out! To everyone out there, it probably sound disgusting but my goodness! For once this little poo look so lovely to me!
During this 72hours (in fact now still), i really feel uncomfortable and this feeling is something i never had before. Yes, it’s the first constipation of my life, a new record in my life journal and hopefully it may be the last. It feels as though i have enough stuff to hibernate the whole winter away yet i still feel hungry. Just so stuffy in there especially after meals, even if it’s just a light one. SO, better better don’t get it.
Drink lots and lots of water and eat lots and lots of fruits with fibers (the mothers told me fruits like papaya, banana etc while the doctor said apple, orange and guava, so i guess, eat everything!).
As i was going thru this whole episode, much thoughts also arise in me. I was sharing another article not long ago about colonrectal cancer being the number 1 cancer in Singapore and i just couldn’t help relating to it and got so worried. In fact, i started to worry about the potential medical bills that i’m going to incur if what i really fear comes true. I must say it’s really very scary to just think about the amount!
So now, even as the first poo come out le, i shall continue my drinking and fruity regime. I’m also planning to go for a full body checkup soon to see if there’s really any problem. Something i learn in my trade~ Knowing the truth can be very scary, but ignoring it doesn’t drive it away! So ya, hopefully nothing is bad in the body, and my friends out there, do take some time out to do a comprehensive body checkup if you can.
Recently, you tiao has become a part of my daily breakfast diet. Maybe it’s due to peer influence. Anyway, this particular store at Queenstown MRT station is really quite good. As in the you tiao.
I do not know if it’s just that I have not been eating you tiao for a long time or they are really good, but now they just taste good. Lol. Did i just managed to confuse anyone? Anyway, i have never been a very particular eater so it’s hard for me to differentiate the good, the bad and the best taste.
So each day upon alighting from the train, i’ll walk over to the coffee shop to get the you tiao before going to the bus stop to transfer bus over to office. And each time as i take the first bite, step out of the coffee shop, looking over to the bus stop, i’ll quietly say a prayer. A prayer for the bus to come AFTER i finish my you tiao, otherwise i’ll be stuck in between them. So far, God had been very gracious to me.
And today, after i ended work, went over to Bt Timah for dinner with Ms See (sounds like the hokkien pronounciation of nurse? LOL). Had my favourite taiwanese porridge at prince. For anyone who love cockles, my friends, please make an appointment with me to bring you down to Prince Porridge, because the fresh cockle with sauce (i don’t know how to describe, so just make an appointment la!) is just so heavenly~ Okay, maybe not heavenly, otherwise many people might not want to go heaven anymore. 8p
Well, the taste is just simply *toot*~ Come with me and you shall know.
P.S: I got no stakes in the you tiao and porridge store if you want to know.
All of a sudden, i just crave for waffles… with blueberry filling.
It’s a long day of training today, went for a tutorial lesson for this upcoming exam on Personal General Insurance. Yup, you heard me no wrong, i’m going for three more exams soon. Then, i’ll be qualified to provide services for general needs like car and travel insurances.
As i meet more and more people, i start to realise that many people doesn’t know what they really want in life. Even the older people who have been working for the last decade. Is it that hard for one to find out their purpose and direction in life? Or have we not think hard enough? For me, it’s more of not thinking hard enough.
All along i led a life like a leave drifting on the river. I’m just flowing according to the current. I sat for my O’s not knowing what i want, and my results decided for me where should i go to. I completed my diploma with not exactly a fantastic result, and again the result decided for me what i can do and cannot. I gotten a study award from the army once i commissioned but i wasn’t sure if that was what i want, so i took a whole 1 year to decide. I probably just wanted to make sure i have enough choices but i wasn’t ready to decide.
It seems that for many years i had allowed my life to be manipulated by the results of my action rather than taking control of it. So i started thinking about what i really want in life towards the end of my army term. It was an easy chore but i spent much time reflecting on my life and think about what i want in life. Although i didn’t have a clear view picture of where i want to be at the end, but i already knew the direction which i should be heading to. Hopefully, going towards that direction, i’ll be clear and sure of where i want to be at the end of the day.
Life is a journey, and we all need to know where we want to be. Otherwise, at least know your direction so that you won’t get lost and just go in circles. So have you found your direction yet?
It was almost a happy day to end with, until the last couple of hours. I think i just lost a dear friend of mine. Someone who had been with me for a third of my life. I just wonder how things ended up this way. Maybe someday this friend of mine will be back again. Till then, i’ll be waiting.
I am easy going, but that doesn’t mean you can take me as a clown. Treat me like a dirt. Make me feel worthless.
I am a Financial Service Consultant, i do it with pride and i have my own principle. Doesn’t mean that all salespersons are beggars in suits and ties hungry for that sympathetic deal of yours. I choose who i want to serve and i serve with professionalism. The keyword is I don’t beg, never beg and won’t beg.
Maybe i would have felt better if you are just another Tom, Dick or Harry on the street but when you are someone close, i really feel like a piece of dirt. Go fly kite.
. LOL. Have i ever mentioned my all-time dream to be a superstar?
